was any of it the truth?

have you ever had that one person that you dont realize how much you need, until it starts to be too late? i think im at that point right now. and i dont know how to fix things. should i apologize when i didnt do anything? he was the one to mess up, not me. if anything that he said in the past was true, or had any meaning, then he would fix things and talk to me. if any of it, was true...